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we'll bring our knifes to the party & cut a rug.
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[31 Aug 2006|07:30am] |
i'm dying my hair egyptian((coontail)) today. i'm real excited :]
and i use an amaing conair CERAMIC straighener on my hair. it's awesome and it's fast and it's hot ! but my hair doesn't stay straight very long AT ALL.
it's terrible.
should i use a product or just get a new straightener?
i'll take any ideas !!
so this isn't a text only post:
*myspace.com/gunsgobaang*
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[25 Nov 2005|01:37pm] |
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A beautiful boy can make you dizzy
Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning
he can make u feel high
Full a single greatest commodity known to man
Promise; promise of a better day
Promise of a greater hope
Promise of a new tomorrow
This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautiful boy
In his smile & in his soul & the way he makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok...
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[25 Nov 2005|11:26am] |
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so I had an entire update and such on here, but it got erased. fuck fuck fuck.
anways.
thanksgiving was fun
i don't wanna work from 4-7 today, but idc because it's only 3 hours.
fckingscore !
loveyou!
( crushmebabyi'mallears )
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[24 Nov 2005|08:39pm] |
so lets say my thanksgiving rocked.
& rolled.
i love brent's family.
his grandma especially !
I'm feeling kind of blahhishh right now and I just want to go snuggle up with my bayybeh; right now.
it's his re-assurance that keeps me knowing the real answers to all my stupid questions i ask myself every day.
iloveyou. forever.
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[23 Nov 2005|08:36pm] |
i just wish sometimes it was me.
you know?
ily
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[23 Nov 2005|08:04am] |
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wow for real.
I was searching myspace for fun, and it's rediculous how many girls out there are either portraying themselves as whores, or ARE whores.
& i can't belive they don't get introuble for naked//sex pics in there user pics.
i've noticed it before, but it's really out of hand now, don't you think;
well, i'm sure if you're a guy, you won't care, you woudn't anyways..
blah.
boredum has stuck this little girl at 8'ofuckingclock in the AM... wow.
..i've come to recognize you're telling the truth, but how am I suppose to feel?
there's not a thing wrong with it, i promise; but trust me, it doesn't make me feel good enough.
even though i suppose I am.
butttt, we're soul mates-non-the-less & I - LOVE - YOU !
so i have nothing to do today untill 4 when I work. woopdy.
i either work unitll 7 or 8.. i'm not sure. i hope it's seven though. or rather... i hope friday's is seven. oh well. idc.
I just want thanksgiving morning to come NOW.
I can't wait to spend tomarrow morning lounging around watching the thanksgiving parade with brent. then spending the rest of the day in Brighton with his fammmmilia.<3 !
.. peace bitches.
cartoon time.
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[22 Nov 2005|01:45pm] |
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new hair. that i luv.
alot.
( shine on )
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[22 Nov 2005|07:49am] |
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things have been grand.
Yesterday was Mine&&Brent's one year. that went wonderfull.
I skipped school today so i could enjoy an entire day off, which i haven't had in a long time. ((no work today nig !!))
So i'm spending the day here.. cleaning and dying my hair some sorta way.
I haven't decided yet.
i toook alllot of pics through out the week.
some have a story behind them.
especially the cat i found on the street.
( behind diamond eyes lies the truth in lies. )
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[21 Nov 2005|05:39pm] |
one year today<3
=)
i love you so much.
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[20 Nov 2005|07:53pm] |
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everything is alright.
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[20 Nov 2005|09:59am] |
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wow!
let me tell you something.
Computers are gayy.
& So is agreeing to work 4 extra hours on a sunday.
g. a. yyyy.
hmm.
tomarrow is brent&mine's one year !
i love you !!
more than you'll ever know.
tuesday i'm not going to school.
Even though it's only a half day, i just don't feel the need to go.
So tuesday i'm staying home all day ((no work)) & i'm dying my hair.
I cannot wait !
and then it's danielle's b-day partieeee.
she rocks fo-sho.
well i'm outtish.
I have work from 11-7 today.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
peacish.
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[18 Nov 2005|11:41am] |
alright so I definately cut my dead ends off of my hair last night.
it was almost an inch of hair !
I love how healthy my hair looks now, though i hate the shortness.
I have like no hair style..
so I'm searching madradhair as we speak to get one.
But i seem to be failing because to style it i'd have to cut it alot shorter for what I want.
which is kind of a gank from sandra's hair cut and some girl on madrad. but i don't feel like loosing length.
I think i'll add some shorter layers in the back, but not to short, just choppy and saweet.
haha maybe add a fohawk. LMFAO that would be so sweet i'd envy myself !
well..
then it'll be time to grow it out !
extentions for prom though, definately !!
asldkjf.
so i forgot my house keys @ MY MOM'S HOUSE !..
i'm so angry.
I wanted to walk there after school and try out some do's on my hair.. but noo.
So Nikki has to pick me up here for work instead of @ my house which stinks.
I feel horrible.
lmfao. but i'm so .. man i'd loose my head if it wansn't ... etc.
alsfdj. w/e.
i'm hungary.
i don't wanna work with margret.
especially knowing nikki and whomever else i work with is leaving by 7 and i'm there untill the dreaded, dragging on, no love 8:00 pm.
i can't wait untill i close dining room. wow not.
then i'll get to have tons of fun standing around with everyone donig nothing when we're not busy and then i'll get to clean for a long time and possibly not get out untill 10:30 or 11 !
dang i'm sweet.
i need to upload my pictures.
definately.
i can't wait untill tomarrow.
brent & I are going to gibralter to the computer show to see if they have any towers.. brent's died.
r.i.p brent's computer =(
so i have a half hour of nothing to do.. i guess i'll take some pictures.
aassss usual.
peace bitches.
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[18 Nov 2005|09:12am] |
So i cannot wait untill this weekend.
except for working tonight untill 8 w/out Crys, This weekends work sched is pretty dang sweet &&& the annaversery is monday.
<3 i love you!
i need some sleep before work today.
i feel so restless today.
yikes!
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[17 Nov 2005|05:20am] |
Yesterday was blah. So is today so far.
but I definatly enjoy the hole in my pants near the bottom of my butt though.
that brings today\'s excitement down to a 0.
I am stressing out about Reasearch Writing.
I have to work all weekend on a bibliography & 35 note cards.
I\'m terrified to see what\'s coming next in this class.
//I also can\'t stand pretending anymore.
I am way past annoyed and weirded out & I can\'t stand it anymore.//
I have a few unimportant things to do today, as well as ignore the pointless things.
then i have some actual important things to do as well.
This weather really sucks.
it\'s WAYY to cold.
Not to mention i will be doing alot of walking an hour to BK this winter.
Thanks Nikki for Friday by the way.
i guess it\'s time to print some things off for research while i have the time.
Brent doesn\'t have a computer for the time being.
..I hope he\'s warm and toasty driving in his work truck right now; instead of outside doing work in the cold.
i love you<33
peace out bitches.
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[16 Nov 2005|09:05am] |
THIS IS NICCI
SHES NICE BUT CAN BE A BITCH AT TIMES.
SHES OUTGOING. SHE LAUGHS OVER STUPID SHIT.
SHE LOVES TO LAUGH TILL IT HURTS.
SHE WISHES SHE COULD CHANGE HER STYLE EVERY DAY BUT SHE HASN'T THE MONEY FOR THAT.
SHE RERELY LAUGHS UNTILL IT HURTS.
SHE FUCKING LOVES WATER. COLD WATER. WITH NO ICE.
SHE LOVES HER HAIR AT TIMES.
SHE WOULD LOVE TO CHANGE HER HAIR EVERY MONTH BUT DOESN'T HAVE THE MONEY OR HAIR STRENGTH FOR IT.
SHES CRAZY AND LOUD BUT SHE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT.
SHE LIKES MEETING NEW PEOPLE.
SHE HATES PEOPLE WHO ARE FAKE AND ATTENTION CRAVERS.
SHE HATES STRESS.
SHE LOVES THE FLAVOR PEACH.
SHE WANTS EXTENTIONS BUT DOESN'T WANT THEM BAD ENOUGH.
SHE SOMETIMES THINKS SHE'S REALLY PRETTY.
SHE SOMETIMES THINKS SHE LOOKS GOOD.
SHE HATES SHOWING HER REAL FEELINGS BECAUSE SHE HATES GETTING HURT OR LET DOWN.
SHE SOMETIMES THINKS SHE NEEDS A MAJOR MAKEOVER.
SHE LOVES THE COLOR GREEN.
SHE LOVES TO PARTY AND SPEND LOTS OF TIME WITH FRIENDS THAT ARE REAL.
SHE SPENDS MOST OF HER TIME WALKING AROUND/CHILLING, EATING, WATCHING MOVIES, WORKING, GOOFING OFF WITH FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND.
SHE FUCKING LOVE LOVE LOVES HER BOYFRIEND, BRENT.
THE LOVES THE PERFUMES CLINIQUE HAPPY HEART AND CURIOUS BY BRITANY.
SHE IS TRUE AND WILL BE UNTILL YOU GIVE HER A REASON NOT TO BE.
SHE HATES PORN. BUT PRETENDS SHE DOESN'T MIND IT.
SHE LOVES BREAD.
SHE HATES HER BROTHER WHO FUCKED HER OVER BIG TIME.
SHE ATTENDS ROSEVILLE HIGH SCHOOL.
SHE HATES SCHOOL BUT LOVES IT.
SHE CAN'T WAIT UNTILL PROM.
SHE LOVES BACK MUSCLES ON A GUY. HER BOYFRIEND HAS THOSE.
SHE MISSES HER OLD FRIENDS ALOT.. EVEN THOUGH HER 'FRIENDS' FUCKED HER OVER.
SHE FORGIVES BUT SOONER OR LATER SHE WONT PUT UP WITH IT.
SHES SILLY.
SHE HATES SNOOPERS !@#!
SHE HATES CONFRENTATION.
SHE DROOLS OVER THE GUY FROM "DONNIE DARKO" IN THE NEW MOVIE "JARHEAD".
SHE LOVES CUDDLING, HOLDING HANDS, JOKING, AND DANCING !
SHED DO ANYTHING FOR HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO DIDN'T ALREADY FUCK HER OVER.
SHE LIVES WITH HER BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HER MOTHER GAVE UP ON HER.
SHE WANT'S A COBALT REALLY BAD.
SHES REALLY SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL, AND WISHES SHE WASN'T.
SHE DIES HER HAIR ALOT AND CUTS IT ALOT.
SHES TRYING TO GROW OUT HER HAIR.
SHE LOVES TO SLACK BUT WON'T LOVE FAILING IF SHE DOESN'T GET HER CRAP TOGETHER.
SHES TRYING NOT TO DIE IT AGAIN.
SHE LOVES LIVING WITH HER BOYFRIEND.
SHES USUALLY SATISFIED WITH THE SIMPLE THINGS.
SHE CAN ALSO FREAK OUT OVER THE SILLIEST THINGS AT TIMES.
SHE LIKES SHOPPING BUT SHE CANNOT DO IT WITHOUT A BUDJET.
SHE SPENDS MONEY FAST.
SHE HATES THE DENTIST.
SHE EVEN HATES THE DOCTOR.
SHE HATES SHOTS.
SHE'S PRETTY DANG SWEET HERSELF.
SHE HATES ALOT OF PEOPLE.
SHE LOVES HER CAT BECAUSE HE IS THE SWEETEST EFFIN CAT EVER.
SHE FUCKING HATES THE DARK & REALLY DEEP WATER.
SHE LIKES TAKING RANDOM RIDES AROUND JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT.
SHE FUCKING HATES WIND.
SHE LOVES TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING WITH HER BOYFRIEND OR FRIENDS FOR HOURS ON END FOR NO APPEARENT REASON.
SHE LOVES HER BOYFRIENDS SPAGHETTI. YUM !
SHE GET'S HEADACHES ALOT.
SHE LOVES ALOT OF PEOPLE.
SHE NEEDS TO LOSE WEIGHT, AND IS HAPPY BECAUSE SHE IS.
SHE LIKES GOING TO THE PARK BUT SHE HATES THE COLD WEATHER.
SHE LIKES WATCHING CARTOONS EVEN THOUGH SHE'S 17.
SHE LOVES TO HEAR "I LOVE YOU" FROM ALMOST ANYBODY.
SHE LOVES EGO BOOSTERS.
SHE HATES EGOTISTICAL MAINIACS THOUGH.
SHE CAN GET ALONG WITH ALMOST ANYBODY.
SHE CAN GET ANNOYED WITH ALMOST ANYBODY.
SHE'D LOVE TO MEET YOU ! AND SHE THINKS PICTURE COMMENTS, COMMENTS, AND MESSAGES ARE NICE.
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[16 Nov 2005|08:57am] |
blah!
my life is so boring when it comes to school.
at least work is kinda fun to me.
i've been so bored today i took tons of pics of myself, i probably won't ever get to upload unless Brent & I go to the computer show at Gibralters this weekend.. yeh?
blah.
so how has everybody been?
i have a headache from wearing my glasses i barely ever wear.. so that's adding to my boringness.
i work from 4-8.. blah blah blah.
tomarrow is off. friday is 4-8 again..
saturday 11-3. so that's good i get my saturday nigh for once.
we've had this sub in hospitality.. omfg. lmfao!
she's hilarious. i can't stand her.
ha but I do love that class. mostly...
last night scared the shit outa me.. i woke up at 1:30 and couldn't sleep because brent wouldn't roll over so he left me all alone =X
yikes!
oh well.
i'm outie.
ily!!!!
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[15 Nov 2005|05:10am] |
aldjflasfj!!
it's suppose to storm today.
and danielle says possibly tornados?!!!!!
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[15 Nov 2005|05:10am] |
6 days untill our one year.
i love you. I really really do.
11.21.04
*xoxo*
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[10 Nov 2005|02:36pm] |
I would hate to be any of you.
honestly.
ily
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